Approaches

So since you were last updated about my life I lost that job and I lived with my girlfriend for another week. Amanda said she is going to buy me a PSP! I have been obsessing about that for the last couple days. Mostly just researching games and cool new things you can do with them. I've also been obsessing about musical equipment I need in order to feel or maybe even sound awesome. I don't even care how it sounds, I JUST WANT IT.

I really don't have a lot to say. I took a lot of Vicodin and almost threw up today in class. Don't do it again.

Home for real.

I have a job. I don't even know how it really happened. Regardless, after tomorrow I may not have it anymore if i decide to bail.

I have to concentrate on making money to save up for somewhere to live next year. I got my classes situated and it looks pretty good. I am really pleased with how it is going to turn out. I am glad I got the grades I did last semester, even though I need to really do it all over again this semester. I need to also concentrate on selling some old equipment I have so I can upgrade some of my shit. I really think it is time I get some nicer stuff to play through since things are getting a little more serious. And speaking of that, I should be working on some songs that I have been piecing together in my head. We record in March, maybe April.

So I hope this job thing pans out, even though I look like a waste of life in my "uniform."

Home again?

Where do I really call home? I am just trying to get settled back into my room. I haven't been here in close to three weeks, but I have a lot to take care of. First order of business will be getting situated, but hopefully soon after I will be enjoying Laura Dern and Nicholas Cage via netflix in "Wild at Heart."

Tour was surprisingly sucessful, we didn't lose any money or fuck anything up, but I still have some loose ends to wrap up. I have so many pictures, videos and stories from the last three weeks. We need to start writing, design/order more merchandise and save money all at the same time. I, personally, need to pay my credit card bill, find a fucking job and relax. Everyday has been work since I have been gone. I figured out that I have spent 17 nights away from home. 5 of those on tour, 2 other shows, plus 2 whole days in the studio, which leaves me with something like 10 days of just Amanda and I time. I'm also 20 now and have more shit that I don't have room for here: "Videodrome", "Triplets of Belleville", "The Fly and Fly 2", some shirts, a new portable turntable and hopefully a copy of "Blue Velvet."

So I guess I really did get to spend a lot just doing whatever with Amanda. We went to IHOP the day I left for tour, Chili's for my birthday and Ruby Tuesday tonight. I love eating out and I love her. I wish we didn't have to be apart even for the next couple days, but I really have to figure some shit out and get it together.

Staying in a Waverly, Ohio

Staying in a Waverly, Ohio Wal-mart parking lot. Finally getting under a blanket at 518am. Loving it!